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After the Ledger

Fourteen poems on caretaking, leaving, the lightness after, and the long way back to feeling alive.

A sequence about caretaking, leaving, and the strange lightness that comes after — about loving someone through their becoming, slowly disappearing into the holding of it, and the long road back to feeling like a person again.

I didn't write these for sympathy or a verdict. I wrote them to put down something I'd carried too long, and to find out what was left of me underneath.

Read them in order.

These poems touch on sexual assault, addiction, and mental illness.

  1. 1The Foundation
  2. 2What She Gave
  3. 3The Holding Pattern
  4. 4The Therapy Room
  5. 5Okay, Leave
  6. 6The Inventory
  7. 7The Words for Your Own Wound
  8. 8The Vigil
  9. 9The Cat and the Mouse
  10. 10Why She Cried
  11. 11The Disfigurement
  12. 12Secondary
  13. 13Gold
  14. 14The Desert Plains

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